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Name: RiZzA
Birthday: 9/6/1980
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In your eyes, people see love... You're constantly
around people who love and adore you, or you're
the one spreading the love! You put passion
into everything you do and the results end up
great! You love to hang out with your friends,
go to the mall, and just have a good time in
general. Your sanctuary would just be being
able to be around other people. You would
rarely be found by yourself because you're a
very sociable person and enjoy all the company
you can get. However, despite the amound of
love you have to give to others, it can also be
your downfall. Sometimes you're just a tad over
protective over the things/people you love. But
hey! Who can blame you for marking your
territory? Your lover is extremely lucky to
have you because many others are probably
dieing to be with you, yet alone get a chance
to talk to you ^-^ Continue spreading the love
and be loved :)
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" Just Like Men "
LADIES check this out, as well as to any understanding good- natured, FUN kinda guys you might be lucky enough to know !!!!!!!!!!
1.Men are like .......Laxatives ...... They irritate the shit out of you.
2.Men are like ........ Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are.
3.Men are like ........ Weather ..... Nothing can be done to change them..
4.Men are like ........ Blenders ..... You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
5.Men are like ....... Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
6.Men are like ....... Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say.
7.Men are like ........ Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
8.Men are like ........ Government Bonds ..... They take soooooooo long to mature.
9.Men are like ....... Mascara ...... They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10.Men are like ....... Popcorn . ..... They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
11.Men are like . ... Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12.Men are like ........ Lava Lamps ..... Fun to look at, but not very bright.
13.Men are like ........ Parking Spots ....... All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped 
The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative
wonder. Always calm and collected, you hold the
awe of many people and you are exceptionally
logical. You are an inspirational beauty.
Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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A Letter for my mom….
A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:
Dear Mom,
It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with John and he is so nice-even with all his piercing, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion mom, I'm pregnant and John said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. John taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so John can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Some day I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grandchildren.
Your daughter, Judith
PS : MOM, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home. 
Your Heart is Red
What Color is Your Heart?
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1.HINDI PORKET KAYO NA E KAMPANTE NA
KAYO NA HABANG BUHAY NA SYANG
ANDYAN..
hello, kahit nga mag asawa naghihiwalay pa, mag
syota pa kaya? pag nag isip na ang gf nyo na kung
worth it pa kayong magkasama, lagot, you did
something wrong for sure! or maybe, you DIDNT
do anything at all. kaya sana, always make her
feel na yung ginagawa nyo habang nanliligaw
kayo eh hindi lng para mapasagot siya, kasi ang
babalik balikan nya kapag nagtanong na yun eh
siguradong yung panahon na i-pinadama mo sa
knya na sya ang pinaka importante sa buhay mo--
meaning, yung time na hindi pa kayo. ipagpatuloy
sana, kung gano mo sya kadalas i text noon,
binigyan ng letters and small tokens-- hindi naman
kung ANO ang binigay nyo ang mahalaga sa
babae eh, kundi yung feeling ng NAAALALA mo
sya. make her feel important everyday, that shes
important to you..
2. GIVE HER A REASON TO TRUST YOU..
maraming lalake ang pathological liars, or
magaling gumawa ng palusot.. kaya wag na wag
kayong magbibigay ng pagkakataong isipin nya na
hindi kayo honest sa knya.. at mraming babae ang
paranoid, either dahil nag aalala sa inyo, or
nag aalala na baka may ginagawa ka ng milagro!
kahit papano, ipaalam nyo naman sa knya na
buhay pa kayo at kung anong ngyayari sa inyo, lalo
na kung hindi ka masyadong busy.. hindi naman
mahirap magparamdam lalo na kung may celfone
naman kyong dalwa dba?! TRUST.. meron sya
sayo pero sa nkapaligid sayo, wala.. and guys
remember, na ang mga girls eh may instinct yan.
TANDAAN NYO, ayon sa psychology--"80% ng
intuition ng girls ay totoo".. kung ang gf nyo ay may
isang girl na na sorbang pinagseselosan, kahit pa
anong sabi mo na KAIBIGAN mo lng yon at sayo
lng sya nakakapag open up,its still not
enough..kahit
na anong paliwanag nyo eh hindi siya maniniwala
dahil nga iba ang nafefeel nya sa gurl na yon.TAMA
D BA? kung mahal mo tlga gf mo, try mo umiwas
sa gurl na yon, iwas dun sa girl, iwas away din
yon!
3.WAG AGAD MAGBIGAY NG EXCUSE KAPAG
SINASABI NYA KUNG ANONG MALI MO..
sana kapag may pinopoint out sa inyo ang gf nyo,
wag nyo agad supalpalan ng kung ano anong
dahilan nyo. babae yan, malambot ang puso nyan
sa inyo, pinapakinggan kyo at halos palaging sa
inyo kampi yan. sana pag may nakita syang mali
sayo, give her a chance to explain why she thinks
of you that way. mahilig kasi mag justify mga
lalake.
gusto nyo kayo lagi ang tama. either that, or kapag
nakikinig nga, lalabas naman sa isang tenga. di
kaya paulit ulit ng sinabi eh paulit ulit pa ring
ginagawa. DAPAT PAG SINABIHAN NG MALI EH
MAKINIG AT WAG NG ULITIN!
4.PAKINGGAN NYO SIYA PAG MAY SINASABI
SYANG MAHALAGA O KAHIT HINDI
MAHALAGA..
pero ang mahalaga, listen to her when she
talks,remember the little things she tells u coz u
never know when they may come in handy..
5. TELL HER LITTLE THINGS SHE USED TO
HEAR
FROM YOU..
ask her how she is..kumain na ba siya, kung
nagawa na ba nya ang dapat nyang gawin,etc.
consistent dapat hindi yung isang araw ang
attentive mo sa kanya and the next day pra kang
bato na walang pakelam!hindi mo lng alam na
maraming nag tetext sa knya ng mga bagay na
yan at baka mas maraming nakakandarapa na
msbi yung mga hindi mo nasasabi. hindi malayo
yan lalo na PAG MAGANDA GF MO!. naisip mo
ba yun, so tell her as often as you can that you
love her
and you miss her..
6. LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST, HAVE TIME FOR
HER KASI YUN ANG PINAKA IMPORTANTE..
minsan kasi yun ang cause ng prob. pag wala kang
time for her. minsan kc na fefeel nyang hindi siya
importante syo kasi nga wla kang time para sa
kanya..
OVERALL LESSON: make her feel grateful that
she wants to stay in ur relationship. keep her
close.. PEACE
guyz.... basahin ninyo 2ng story na 2..... dnt you
ever ignore ur gurlfriend or maybe its too late
Message: To all the guys out there, you have to
read this.. This might happen to you and your
girlfriend. So treasure every waking moment
knowing that she's still there for you. If you won't
do it... who knows.... ganito din pala nangyari sa
kanya. Sayang you're not there to fight for her....
After reading this story, tell your girlfriend/boyfriend how much they mean to you and how much you love them. You'll never know...this might be the last time......... Chen is a typical college girl who enjoys life to the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much and texts him every now and then. JB is Chen's boyfriend who works in a call center in Ortigas. He's always busy doing so many things. He only manage to reply to Chen's texts when he got off from work. One time JB receive a message from Chen: "hi baby! muzta na po? miss na kta! twag ka pgdting u po ng hauz ha! yngatz! lovu!" JB ignored the message
because he always receive the same message
whenever it is time for him to go home from
work. "baby ko, miss na kta! kmain knb?! yngatz
ka po pauwi mo ha! antay kong tawag mo.
lovu!" "baby, san ka na po?! daya naman hindi ka
nagre- rply. well, basta antay ko na lng call mo!
lovu!" JB reaches home and lay on his bed. The
last time he knew is that he's reading Chen's text.
He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able to
return Chen's call. He can still hear his phone
beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on the
message. When he woke up the next day, he
remember that he needs to call Chen. He ignored
the messages and dialed Chen's #. No one's
answering in her house. He called up her
cellphone and he was surprised that her father
answered the call. In his voice you can feel his
tears and hear his heart tearing apart. "JB, bakit
ngayon ka lang tumawag. Kanina ka pa hinihintay
ni Chen!" "Dad sorry po. Nakatulog ako sa
sobrang pagod. Tumatawag ako sa bahay pero
walang sumasagot. Asan po kayo para
makapunta ako." "Antayin mo na lang kami sa
bahay" JB went to Chen's house and much to his
surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The
house were so lighted but you can see the gloom on
every person you'll meet there. He was greeted by
Chen's mom on tears. She hug him tight and cried
on his shoulders. "Inaantay ka ni Chen. Hindi sya
sumama sa amin kasi hinihintay nyang tawag mo.
Pinatay sya nung mga akyat-bahay na nagnakaw
sa amin. Wala na sya JB, wala na" "Ma, nagtext
pa si Chen sa akin eh. Paanong nangyari yon?!"
JB can't look who's inside the coffin. He can't
move and it feels like his whole body is stucked
on the chair his seating. He wanted to cry but it
seems that something is blocking his tears to fall
down. He turn to his phone and read the
messages of Chen. "baby, antayin ko na lang
yung tawag mo. hindi na ko sasama kina
dad!" "baby, natatakot ako. parang may tao sa
baba ng bahay. please tmwag k n ngyn!" "baby,
andiyan na sila. baka patayin nila ako. please
tmwag ka na. baby asan k n? i need you here
now. please baby andyan na sila..." "baby.... i
love you!..." He wanted to shout and cry so loud.
It's true that Chen is waiting for his call. Up to her
last breath she only thinks about him. He stare at
Chen inside the coffin. Suddenly tears starts
flowing down his cheeks. He can't say anything.
The only words he uttered... "My baby, i'm so
sorry! I could have known, i could have fight for
you! i'm really sorry! I love you so much!"
Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl....However, the girl's father does not like him and wants them to stop their relationship......and so....the boy wrote this letter to the girl....... He knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter....
1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were marri ed, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."
So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl....the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7 .9.11.13 (Odd Nos.)So.. please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... It is better to laugh about your problems... | | |
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-WORDS OF A BROKEN HEART-
Siguro kung alam mo lang na masasaktan ka kung mamahalin mo sya, baka pinilit mong umiba ng daan. Siguro kung alam mo lang na hindi mo pala sya dapat mahalin, siguro hindi mo sya tiningnan man lang.
Siguro.
Pero nasan ka ba ngayon? Wala lang. Nagmamahal lang sa kanya. Umaasa na baka sakali kapag gising mo isang umaga, makikita mo sya… nakangiti sayo… sinasabing, "MAHAL KITA!". Nasasaktan na… patuloy pa rin sa pag-asa. Kahit malinawa na may mahal syang iba.
Masakit.
Minsan siguro, lumilinaw ang isip mo at natatabunan ang puso, sinasabi mong, "TAMA NA NGA!", "KAKALIMUTAN NA KITA!". Pero hayan ka, ngingiti pa, na parang sinasabing, "BAKIT NAMAN?".
Bakit nga ba?
Bakit nga ba may ibang sinasabi ng pusso mo sa sinasabi ng isip mo? Bakit sinasabi ng puso mo na kahit paano may pwesto ka sa puso nya? Tapos… bakit ka ba ganyan!? Para kang panahon… hindi mo maintindihan kung ano ba talaga!
Nakakainis.
Tama yatang, HINDI NAMAN AKO MAHUHULOG SAYO KUNG WALANG DAHILAN. Kung hindi ka nagparamdam ng dahilan.
Ewan.
Nakakapagod na rin. Bahala na nga. Masakit man pero gusto ko nang sumuko. Tama na… mahal ko rin ang sarili ko.
Yun nga lang…
Mas mahal yata kita kesa sa sarili ko.
Malas naman…
Sad LoVe StoRiEs ThrEaD...
*10th grade*
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the
girl next to me. She was my so called "best
friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and
wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me
like that, and I knew it. After class, she
walked up to me and asked me for the notes she
had missed the day before and handed them to
her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends, I love her
but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
*11th grade*
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how
her love had broke her heart. She asked me to
come over because she didn't want to be alon e,
so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I
stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and
three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want
her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.
*Senior year*
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My
date is sick" she said; he's not going to go
well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we
made a promise that if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as "best friends". So
we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I
was standing at her front door step! I stared at
her as she smiled at me and stared at me with
her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she
doesn't think of me like that, and I know it.
Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and
gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her,
I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.
*Graduation Day*
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before
I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched
as her perfect body floated like an angel up on
stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be
mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I
knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to
me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged
her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and
gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her,
I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.
*A Few Years Later*
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl
is getting married now. I watched her say "I do"
and drive off to her new life, married to
another man. I wa nted her to be mine, but she
didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But
before she drove away, she came to me and
said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed
me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her
to know that I don't want to be just friends, I
love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know
why.
*Funeral*
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a
girl who used to be my "best friend". At the
service, they read a diary entry she had wrote
in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he
doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I
want to tell him, I want him to know that I
don't want to be just friends, I love him but
I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish
he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did
too... I thought to my self, and I cried.
SaYiNg GooDbYe WaS HaRd....
they said talking about it will help you ease the pain... so here it goes...
It’s been 6 months now since the tragic happened. I remember him being so “makulit” that day. He kept texting me “I love you” and he kept calling me. When I asked him why, he replied “wala lang. I just wanna hear your voice”. then he laughed. So, I said “ok, ok sweetie sige na. Go back to work.” “I love you sweetie” he said before he hung up the phone. I was lying down in my couch the entire day because I was sick. Around 4PM I got a text from him saying “SWEETIE, MAY PUPUNTAHAN MUNA AKO. TAWAGAN KITA NG 9PM BAGO AKO PUMUNTA DIYAN OK? I LOVE YOU. I was so lazy to text him back so nag return call na lang ako. He was home na that time, he just got off the shower. So, I asked him what’s so important don sa lakad nya at hindi nya pwede i cancel knowing I’m sick. He said its so important daw and wag na akong mag tanong. Hindi na rin ako kumibo, basta sabi ko sa kanya tawagan na lang nya ako pag uwi nya ng bahay or bago sya pumunta dito sa bahay. Then before we hung up the phone we exchanged i love you’s. I told him, “ang kulit mo talaga ngayon!” tawa lang sya ng tawa.
I fall asleep in the couch, i was probably sleeping for more than 4 hours na. Then my phone rang nagising ako. I thought it was him na. So I answered the phone, it was my cousin na bestfriend ng sweetie ko. “oh, kuya tumawag ka?!” i gasped. “ano na take ng boyfriend mo at nangungulit siya. naka 5 voicemails na sya sa akin ha!” my cousin said. Sabi ko ewan ko kasi kanina pa yun ganon eh. Nag usap kami ng cousin ko for more than an hour. For the first time we talked about my boyfriend. We never did talk about him kasi. So, tawa ako ng tawa kasi daming kabaliwan na ginagawa at sinasabi tong sweetie ko sa pinsan ko at sa work nila. Then my cousin told me na may surprise daw ang boyfriend ko sa akin but hindi sinabi kung ano. I was just smiling, and told my cousin na lets not talk about it na lang kasi baka ma ruin lang yung surprise. Nag paalam na yung cousin ko kasi may lakad daw sila ng ibang friends nya. I looked at the wall clock, its past 9PM na. My emotion changed all of a sudden, parang kinabahan ako.
I tried to call his cell but it was off. I texted him but I haven't receive any reply or anything from him.
I called his house and no one was home. I tried it again and the answering machine picks up my call once more. This time I’m so worried na talaga. I felt chill and I think I was shaking too. I know something happen. It was almost midnight when I got a phone call from my sweetie’s sister. She was crying, she’s saying something but all I can hear is a mumbling. She passed the phone to her brother, my boyfriend’s older brother. I said, “what’s going on?!” he then said to me, “just relax, calm down. ask somebody to bring you here in the hospital”. I was screaming for my mom. I didn’t even know how did the phone end up with my mom. All I know was she was hugging me while asking for my other sister to hand me a glass of water. After half an hour we reached the hospital. I was with my mother and my younger sister. I saw my boyfriend’s family in the waiting area. His mom came to me and hugged me so tight. She said to me, “Iha, be strong. I’m gonna bring you with me in his room. but you have to be strong ok?” I couldn’t say anything I just nodded. Then everybody followed us. Somebody opened the door. I saw him there lying down covered with white sheet. Damn! I felt like the world crashed on me. The police report says he was a victim of a drunk driver. My boyfriend was driving home, and there was a truck behind him. The truck hits his car. The car was total wrecked, if you just think about it what does BMW convertible have against the 8 wheeler truck?!
After a week we all have to accept the fact that his no longer with us. Physically, his not, but spiritually we all know that his around. After the burial his parents talked to me. They were so worried that I will not pass what happened. Then his mom, asked me kung pwede daw bumalik ako sa bahay nila kinabukasan with my parents. I asked my parents kung pwede kaming pumunta sa bahay nila. At first ayaw nila kasi I was sick and to the point that I already lose a lot of weight. Baka daw sumunod agad ako sa kanya. Wag ko daw gawin yun dahil kawawa naman ang parents ko. Nag punta kami sa bahay nila. Then his mom showed me a small box with a yellow stick-it note pad. Kinabahan ako, I asked his mom kung ano yun. She told me to read the note muna bago ko open yung small box. The message was... “Sweetie, I know we’ve been through a lot. But you never give up, you’re still there loving me. Thank you for the love, care, support and comfort sweetie. I love you no matter what. I want to share the rest of my life with you, will you marry me?!” then I opened the small box, it was a ring. I cried the whole time I was in their house. Sinabi sa akin na galing sya sa jewelry store nong araw na na car accident sya. Lord! if I just knew what’s gonna happen. Sana pinigilan ko na lang sya. Sana yung mga pangungulit nya ng hapon na yun hinayaan ko na lang sya. Sana after work tumuloy na lang siya sa bahay. Sana buhay pa sya ngayon. Marami kaming nakitang sulat, note, at kung ano anong gifts sa room niya for me. Mga plans nya for both of us, for our future, for our future kids.
For my sweetie, I know your happy where ever you are right now. I love you and I will always love you. Thanks for the pure love you gave me. I know I’ve lost a good man, but I also know I gained an angel watching over me. I love you sweetie.
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 ShE wiLL bE LoVe…
*:*The Story of my Heartache*:*
Nakilala ko siya sa chat.. We exchanged cp #s and became textmates. Small world dahil i found out in one of our conversations na ex-bf pala siya ng isa sa mga barkada ko. I mentioned it to my barkada na ex niya and sinabi niya na yun yung isa sa mga ex nya na niriregret nya kung bakit pa niya pinatulan. Halos wala siyang nasabing maganda about the guy. Hinanap ko lahat ng bad qualities na yun sa guy tuwing nag-uusap kami sa text pero hindi ko talaga makita. Para sa akin, he's one hell of a guy and i found myself slowly falling for him. Pero sa mga sinasabi niya sa akin, i realized na i'm way out of his league. He's lookin for a girl who's really pretty, may sinasabi sa buhay basta the typical na hinahanap ng guys. Hindi naman ako pangit and marami din naman akong qualities that i could be proud of...pero hindi talaga ako ang tipo nya eh. Hindi ko na talaga napigilan yung self ko na mag-fall sa kanya... And dahil sa love na yun, i agreed to go to bed with him. You know what i mean. kahit na alam kong kagagahan ang ginagawa ko, ok lang. Yep, nagkita na po kami kya nagagwa na namin yun. Masakit kasi kinkwento pa niya sakin yung tungkol sa mga girls niya. I even tried to make him jealous pero nagmuka lang akong tanga kasi natuwa pa siya para sakin. Hanggang ngayon, ganun parin ang set-up namin. Sobrang mahal ko na talga siya and I don't know how to let go na. I tried dati..but just when I thought I've finally let it go, nagkamali pala ako dahil konting sweetness lang, i came running back to him...i fell all over agen and much harder this time. Kanina lang we did it agen...but after that, diniscard nya lang ako. Ni wala man lang text. Hihintayin ko na naman ulit kng kelan nya ko kkailanganin. Sobrang sakit pero dko magawang maglet-go....
*got this from d net*
A sad story i guess....
I was beginning to regret having worn my favorite red off-shoulder blouse
and pleated skirt inside the movie house because I was shivering in the
cold. But I took the huge risk because I knew perfectly how my favorite
pair of clothing will impress my boyfriend. He loved it whenever I showed a
little more skin but if and only if he was with me. I love how he
compliments me - he never fails to make me feel as if I was the most
beautiful woman on earth.
The movie hasn't begun, and the cold was already enveloping us. We found
good premiere seats. His hand was holding mine. The feeling of having him
all to myself in the dark tickled me. It didn't occur to me that he was
smelling the side of my neck as he murmured, Bango naman ng Baby ko...I
love you! Another smile curled my lips. Wala bang I love you too? He
teased. So I answered back, I love you too, Baby.
After a few subtle kisses on the cheek, his cellphone beeped. He quickly
checked who it was and buried his eyes on the message. I saw him reply to
the text as if he was being chased after. Uy, bili ako ng food gusto mo?
Kelangan ko narin kasing mag-load, may kelangan akong reply-an. Limang piso
nalang yata laman nito! He whispered La akong bulsa, By. Hawakan mo muna
'tong cell, baka mawala ko lang. You know how careless I am. I nodded and
kept the phone safely in my hands. He slightly pinched my cheek, said I
love you again under his breath, and took off.
The movie still hasn't started. I closed my eyes and gave a hearty yawn. I
almost fell asleep when I felt his phone vibrate violently. The name
Michelle was blinking. Who's Michelle? I thought to myself. Even before I
could press accept, the phone stopped vibrating and displayed 1 missed call.
The message icon was also blinking - meaning Michael's inbox was full. I
had to delete old messages to pave way for incoming texts. So I did. Five
messages came in immediately, all of which were from "Michelle." Without
hesitation, I opened them one by one.
Ha?! Anong wg muna ako text? Kelangan natin mgusap ngyn na! Nsan kb kc?
Can I text you na?
Text moko if coast is clear.
R u still with her?
I felt my heart do a somersault in complete confusion. What did the
messages mean? Who was that HER Michael was still with? I felt cold sweat
forming around my forehead and nose. I took a deep breath. So I pretended
to be Michael and replied casually to the text messages. She replied in a
matter of seconds.
O, baket ka ba text ng text? May problema ba? Musta?
Hi Mike!!! Ano ng balita sayo? Baket ngayon ka lang nagreply? Kanina pako
nagpaparamdam! Kasama mo pa ba si Shayne?
I thought I was just stabbed right in the chest when I saw my name in
Michelle's text message, but I continued replying with Michael's phone.
Oo, bumili lang ako ng food. Iniwan ko si Shayne sa loob ng sinehan. Baket
ba kasi?
Di mo pa kasi iwan yang babaeng yan eh hihihi! Love, tuloy ba tayo bukas?
Ah? Ewan ko, ikaw ang bahala. San ba tayo bukas?
Diba sabi mo pupunta tayo ng Laguna?
Ako nagsabi nun? Ah oo nga pala, I promised you that. Eh ano bang plano mo?
Ano? Ikaw nga ang nagplano eh! Baket parang binabalik mo sakin ang tanong?
Nakalimutan mo na ba? 4 months na tayo bukas! Dapat astig ang out-of-town
natin! Swimming tayo siguro tapos dinner... Alam mo na siguro ang ibig kong
sabihin, love!
I lay motionless. The movie began. I felt my head spin violently - my
vision was now blurred because of the big teardrops gathering in my eyes.
But I blinked them away and replied as fast as I could. I knew Michael was
on his way back to the cinema any minute now.
Oo sige na basta sabihin mo yun ang gagawin natin! Ang bilis ng panahon noh
4 months na tayo. Parang kelan lang... O sige pano ba ang plano bukas?
Sabihin mo sakin ang nasa isip mo HONEY
Hmmm.... Basta bring your car nalang! Tawagan moko sa bahay tonight so we
can talk ha? Love you lots! Mwah mwah! (smiley face)
I tried to reply I love you too, but the phone displayed Check Operator
Services.
The whole world must've stopped before my very eyes. There was nothing more
I could feel except for the tears rolling down my cheeks and the freeze that
was now killing me inch by inch. I stared at the big screen while my
thoughts drifted away... I couldn't find the right words to describe how I
felt that moment. Images of another girl and my Baby deeply in love with
each other flashed in my head.
And all this time, I was sharing Michael with someone else... That all this
time, there was another woman whom he had his right arm around... The tears
were all coming out now. I know people around me were already staring, but
I was no longer thinking rational. Emptiness devoured me that instant...
>From a distance I noticed a familiar face walking up the stairs towards my
seat. I cleared my throat, cleaned my face, and took several deep breaths.
Michael was on his way to our seats at the center bunk.
I love you, Baby! Michael kissed me on the nose. Sensha na! Tagal ko noh!
Dami kasi nakapila dun sa binilhan ko Sensha na, sensha na... He put down
the plastic bags and held my hand tight. He kissed me softly on the lips
and whispered passionately, I love you Shayne! I love you Baby ko...
I didn't have the strength to answer back.
He went on. Oo nga pala, simula bukas, may fieldwork kami. Baka next week
na ang balik ko. Hindi ko pa sure kung saan yung site, so baka walang
signal dun. But I'll try texting you whenever I can, ok? I love you, Baby
ko!
I wanted to shout at him, scream at the top of my lungs, but no sound came
out. I couldn't make myself say anything. I turned mute... my body was as
numb as ever.
O? Wala na naman bang I love you too dyan? Dapat lagi kang nag-I-I love
you too! He laughed.
I felt something vibrating on my lap again. It was Michael's phone -
another text message. Michael saw it blinking and immediately read the
message at a distance. But I was able to read what it said:
Kelan ka pa natuto mgtext in small letters? (smiley face) tsaka baket honey
na ang twag mo sakin? Hindi na ba love? Bago na ba? (smiley face)
There was a long, long awkward pause. I thought the world has just stopped
revolving.
My lips were sealed and the tears were already flowing freely - I could no
longer control them. Michael looked straight at me, with his jaw half open.
His eyes were round and bigger than usual, full of questions and fear. We
just stared at each other, not knowing what to say. I felt the whole world
sink and disappear, leaving only the two of us alone in the dark.
After a few seconds of silence that felt like forever, I swallowed the big
lump in my throat with all my strength and bitterly whispered...
I love you too, Baby ko...
LethaL bLiSs.: WaLa akong bisyo.
Wala akong bisyo. Ni hindi pa ako nakakatikim ng isang stick ng sigarilyo o kahit isang sip man lang sa murang beer ay hindi ko pa nagagawa. Wala naman kasi akong dahilan para gawin ang mga bagay na iyon. Wala naman akong problema. Sobrang saya ng buhay ko.
Napakasinungaling ko talaga.
Oo, may bisyo ako. Nagyoyosi at umiinom ako. Marami akong problemang pilit kinalilimutan sa bawat lagok ng SanMig Light at hithit ng Marlboro Lights. Tila napakasarap ng beer kumpara sa pait na dulot ng mga problema ko.
Lalo na ang problema ko sa iyo.
Parang balewala ang usok ng yosi tuwing naaalala ko ang naudlot nating samahan. Tuluy-tuloy ang pagtulo ng aking mga luha habang binubuga ang maitim na usok mula sa yosing hawak ko. Hinayaan kong bumagsak ang mga bunga na hinagpis ko. Ayokong punasan ang mukha ko dahil nais kong makita mo ang pagdaramdam ko.
Pero, nasaan ka nga pala?
Wala ka nga pala sa tabi ko.
Naroon ka, kasama ang mga kaibigan mong itinakwil ako at ang pagmamahal ko sa iyo. Habang ako, mag-isang nagpapakalunod sa beer na mapait at yosing mainit.
Tama na. Ayoko na. Sawang-sawa na ako sa usok at pait. Ayokong nang manatili sa usok na hindi ko nalalaman kung may pag-asa pang mabago ang sitwasyon nating ito. Pagod na akong malasahan ang pait na dulot ng sakit ng nararamdaman ko. Tama na. Ayoko na.
Suko na ako.
Ito na ang huling hithit ko ng yosi at pag-inom ng beer. Isasama ko na ang mapapait na alaala sa huling lagok ko ng beer na siguradong magiging mas mapait kesa dati. Ibubuga ko na rin sa hangin ang ilusyong naging akin ka. Mawawala na ang lahat. Mawawala. | | |
| ReAD DiS GuyZ!
I have 1 bestfriend…
His name is jay…
Makulit,masyahin,mahilig sa sports and guess wat!
Wala syang gf!!
Syempre ako nman ang isa sa mga cute,makulit at abnormal nyang friends!!!
Pero sa lahat ng friends nya ako lang ang lagi nyang kasama!!!
Highskul kami!!!3rd yir !!!
Pero lagi kaming magkasama!!!
Para nga kaming mag on eh!!!
Pero ang turingan lng nmin ay parang magkapatid!!!
Tawag ko sa kanya kuya!!!
Tawag nya sa kin ate!!!
Dba swit??!!hehehehe!!!
Syempre pag 3rd yir may prom dba!!
Ganda ko!!!
Pero la me kapartner!!!
C kulit nman wla din!!!
Syempre!!!
Ako lng nman ang gs2 nya kasama!!!
Ewan ko ba!!!
Pero gs2 ko sya ang partner ko sa promnight...
Gabi na!!!my dream day!!!
Nagpunta si kulit sa bahay nmin!!!
Ayyy!!!!ang gwapo!!!
Naka tuxedo!!
Nakakainlove!!!!
Syempre sabi ng nanay ko maganda ako!!!
Nanay eh!!!
Pero d me naniwala!!!
Naku!!!palapit na c kulit!!!
Hinalikan ako sa cheeks!!!
Then binulungan pa ko!!
“ur so beautiful!!”
ahh!!!may second emotion!!!
Flattered ako!!!
Kilig to the max!!!
Nagyaya c mokong na maging partner ko!!!
Syempre ano ba ang gagawin ko!!!
Pakipot muna!!!
Ahh!!! late na tau!!!
Wla na akong magawa!!!
Syempre kmi na ang magpartner!!!
Wow!!nissan!!!
Pero model 1997…
Nay!!!
Pero as I said!!!
Late na kmi!!!
La na tlga me magawa!!!
And gwapo nman ang driver eh!!!
Times passed!!!
Wer in college already!!!
Parehas kmi ng skul!!!
Pero u know wat!!
Cmula pa nung prom night mahal ko na sya!!!
2wing magkikita kmi…
the more na nagugus2han ko sya!!!!
Pero la kong magagawa!!!
D ko lam kung may gs2 sya sa kin!!!
And parang magkapatid lng 2ringan nmin remember?
1 day… busy ako…gumagawa ako ng requirements...
biglang sumulpot si kulit!!!
May binigay na sulat…
And invited me for lunch!!!
Syempre…payag nman ako!!!
pag pasok ko ng classroom…
pak!!!
Basa ung floor!!!
Nadulas ako!!!
Ung requirements basa!!!
Gagawa n nman ako ng bago!!!
Tawagan ko nga sya..
D ako makakasipot sa lunch nmin eh!!!
Ha!!!
CHECK OPERATOR SERVICES!!!!
Patay!!
i remember the sulat!!!
nawawala sa bag ko!!!!
pag tinamaan nga nman ng malas!!!
after 2 days...
hindi nya ako pinapansin...
days...weeks...months...
d ko nman sya magawa puntahan...
iniiwasan nya ko eh!!!
parang akong may sars!!!
ewan ko ba!!!
ganun na lng ba kasama wag makasipot sa lunch???
then...nkita ko sya...may kasama isang girl...
shet!!!cla na!!!ang sakit!!!!
nalaman ko pa sa ibang tao!!!
masakit!!!
d ko alam gagawin ko!!!
wla nman akong karapatan na magalit kc...
anong dahilan??!!
mahal ko sya??!!
nasabi ko ba sa kanya???
hindi!!!
then years passed...
graduate na kami...
i went to our secret hang out....
rooftop...
i saw him...
with the girl...
umiiyak ung girl...
yakap nya...
shet!!!!durog na ang puso ko!!!
ang saket!!!!d ko na kaya!!!
my tears fell...and i ran away...
tamang tma...
may nakasalubong ako na schoolmate...
tinatanong nya kung bkit ako umiiyak...
syempre sgot ko...
d wla 2...
sabi nya buntis daw ung gf ni jay....
shet!!!!magpapakamatay na ata ako!!!!
d ko n tlga kaya!!!
ano ba kasalanan ko??!!
bakit nangyayari2 sa kin 2?!!!
after a week...
pinuntahan ako ni kulit sa bahay...
naks!!!
ang ganda na ng sasakyan!!!
BMW!!!!
naghihintay ung girl sa loob...
hindi na letter inabot nya sa kin...
wedding invitation...
umalis sya kaagad...
at ako...
punta sa kwarto...
nagmumukmuk...
isa pa ako sa mga bridesmaids!!!
this is the day...
the wedding day of my only bestfriend and love...
ang ganda ko syempre!!!
sabi ng nanay ko...
pero wla ng second emotion...
biglang may lumapit sa kin na isang guy...
his a teacher...
he gave me the letter...
the letter ive lost 3 years ago...
he try to find me...
pero ang laki nman ng skul noh!!!
before i opened the letter...
the priest say....
cno 22tol??
syempre deadma ako...
i opened the letter...
its says...
dear jen,
pag pumunta ka bukas sa secret hang out ntin...rooftop...that means u love me too...i love u very
very much.... cmula pa nung magkakilala tayo...pero kung d ka pumunta...i will never mention that topic
again..d ko kc alam kung may nararamdaman ka sa kin....i hope u will come....
love,
jay
then...
the priest announced...
i pronounced u men and wife...
hndi ako maka hinga...
picture taking na...
i cant see that picture...
i feel guilty..
kung d kc ako careless...
iba sana ang naging sitwasyon....
baka ako sana ang bride...
d bridesmaid....
then he hug me so tight...
and he whispered me...
with a teary eye...
" i Still Love U "...
1. MGA BABAE NGA NAMAN, OO…
*Gabi. Usapang lalake.**Sindi ng yosi.**Hithit.**Buga.*Musta na, pare? Ako, okay lang. Eto. Nagmumuni-muni. Nag-iisip. Minsan talaga may mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan. Ewan ko ba.*Hinga ng malalim.*Bakit ba ganun pare, ilang beses ko na pinag-aralan pero lagi na lang lumalabas na parang kahit isang anggulo mo tingnan, hindi nagiging patas para sa mga lalake ang ilang bagay pagdating sa pagmamahal.*Tingin sa stars.*Minsan naiisip ko, alam kaya ng mga babae ang hirap ng lalake na gumawa ng first move para magtapat ng pagmamahal? E yung hirap na dinadaanan sa panliligaw at pagsuyo sa mahal nya? Ang feeling ng masaktan pag nabasted? Malamang-lamang siguro, hindi ano. Walanaman yata silang alam sa mga paghihirap naten e. Angalam lang ata nila e mamili, manakit, at magsaya. Tingin mo?*Tingin sa malayo.*
Lagi naman ganun. Una pa lang, lalake na ang naghihirap. Hassle saten ang panliligaw pero bago pa yun, kung ano pang diskarte ang gagawin naten para masabi naten sa kanila na mahal natin sila. Alam kaya nila yun? Mahirap magsabi na mahal mo na yung babae, diba? Taposliligawan pa naten. Patutunayan na mahal nga sila. Susuyuin to-the-max. Maghahatid sa bahay,tutulungan, sasabayan, palalamunin,pagtyatyagaan, lahat na. Kulang na lang e pagsilbihan mo nang walang sahod. At ano ang kapalit? Well, depende sa trip nila.Oo tol, sa trip lang nila. Wala silang pake kesehodang mahal natin talaga sila. Basta ang alam nila, pag di nila tayo trip, isang malaking HINDE ang makukuha naten, kahit umiyak pa tayo ng dugo o lumuhod sa mga asing buu-buo. Para lang silang namimili ng damit na di man langsinusukat bago ayawan. Kaya kahit mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal natin, sorry tayo. Hindi nila alam kung mahal mo sila. Kailangan mong maabot ang kanilang mga standards o uuwi ka lang na bad trip, iiling-iling, at minsan, luhaan.Wala tayong magagawa, marami silangalibi. "Hindi pako ready eh..", "Sorry pero I think we should just be friends..", "Ha? Uhhmm.. nagpapatawa ka ba? Hahahaha..", "Better luck next time na lang muna, okay lang?", "Give me a decade. Pag-iisipan ko muna..", "Para lang kitang kapatide..", yaddah yaddah. Isang malaking pagsasaklob ng langit at lupa 'yon para saten.
*Kuha ng bote ng beer.**Lagok.**Lunok.*At hindi lang 'yon tol. Sa pre-relationship stage pa lang yon. Pag sinagot na nila tayo, satin pa rinAng hassle. Tayo daw ang mga lalake kaya tayo ang hahawak ng relasyon. Tayo ang aayos kung may gulo; tayo ang dapat magpapakabait; tayo ang magtatyaga; tayo ang magiging devoted at faithful; tayo, tayo tayo.Sila? Ummm, teka, isipin ko. Ayun. Sila ang magsasabi kung anong oras kayo dapat magmeet;sila ang magtetext ng mga mushy at kabalbalang texts; sila ang magdedemand sayo ng kung anu-ano; sila ang magbabawal; sila ang magsasabi kung kelan ka dapat mag-shave, kung kelan ka pwedeng tumawag sa bahay nila, kung kelan sila di dapat bad tripin dahil meron sila, at kung kelan ka korni. Ewan.Ganun ata talaga.
*Kuha ng bote ng beer.**Lagok.**Lunok.*Hindi pa yun tapos pare, dahil dapat tayo ang bahalakung ano ang magiging takbo ng relasyon. Pag maganda,edi okay. Pag may problema, kasalanan naten. Haay buhay. Minsan talaga kung tutuusin sakit sila ng ulo. Kaya lang mahal naten kaya di na natin iniintindi yun.*Hinga ng malalim.*Pero alam mo tol, feeling ko mas sincere pa tayo magmahal sa kanila. Alam mo yun, iba tayo magmahal e. Hindi lang parang laru-laro lang. Seryoso. At kung magmahal man tayo, lubus-lubusan. Mas mature. Hindi yung parang pambata lang gaya nila na kesyo magseselos-selos, iiyak-iyak, iina-inarte, dadradrama, at kung anu-ano pa. Hindi lang kababawan. Ka-mushyhan. Kababaihan. Iba tayo pag nagmahal.
*Hinga ng malalim.**Tingin sa malayo ulit.*At ito pa ang pinakamasaklap. *Singhot.*
Ang ending ng relasyon. Sa mga panahong 'to, either sawa na sila, hindi na tayo trip, may nahanap na silang better saten, o kaya they need f*cking space and time muna. Bad trip no? Wala na naman tayong choice. Sila ang masusunod. At ano pa ang kasamang hassle don? Syempre wasak na ang imahe naten. Tayo ang lalabas na may kasalanan. Na playboy. Na nagpapaiyak.
*Iiling.*Tayo siyempre ang mga antagonist at sila yung mga bidang inaapi at parang mga pusang iiyak-iyak. Ang ending: mag-ooffer sila ng "friendship" kuno matapos tayong pagsawaan, lahat ng gifts naten nasa kanila, sawi tayo sa pag-ibig, "player" na ang image naten, at higit sa lahat, mag-iisip kung papaano ipagpapatuloy ang buhay. Maiiwan tayong tulala, mag-iisip kung saan nagkamali, mamomroblema sa pag-aadjust sa pagiging single, at di na naman makakatulog. Haay buhay. Ang hirap maging lalake. Lagi ka na lang naiiwan sa ere. Ano? Hindi ka na nagsalita? In-loveka no?Ako, kamusta? Eto. Yoyosi-yosi. Bubuntong-buntong hininga. Titingin-tingin sa bituin. Mumuni-muni. Lalagok-lagok ng alak.
Ang mga babae talaga, oo.
2. EH, ANG GUYZ DIN NAMAN AH! ….
Kaming mga babae na naman ang nakita. Lalake,agrabyado.Lalake,kinakawawa. Lalake, hindi maintindihan. Hmmp, parang masyado yatang nagisa ang mga kabaro ko.Tungkol sa pagiging patas sa ngalan ng pag-ibig, kami naman ang laging talo a, hindi kayo. Kami ang laging lugi, kami ang laging nawawalan at iniiwan. Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti, nag-ayos ng konti pagkakamalan ka nang malandi.Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon. Marinig lang nila na malakaskang magsalita, palengkera ka na. T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon. Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit, kulang nalang makita na kaluluwa.Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin at gustong ligawan dapat disente, dapatmala-anghel ang mukha, dapat mukhang inosente. Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?Parang baliktad yata?
Ok, ayan nanliligaw na si lalake. Dapat pakipot ka para suyuin ka, para habulin ka pa lalo. Kapag hindi ka naman nagpakipot "easy to get" naman ang tingin sa iyo. Hindi ka na seseryosohin. Sino bang may sabing magpaalila kayo, di naman namin hawak ang buhay niyo. Natural lang na magtiis kayo,may gusto kayo sa amin eh. Kapag nakuha niyo na iyon wala na lahat ng mga paghihirap niyo, babaliktad na ang sitwasyon kami naman ang mamromroblema.Para lang kayong may gustong bilhin na bagay. Upang mabili ito kailangan munang magsakripisyo, magtipid, magtiis. Pag nabili na at napagsawaan wala na, balewala na. Diyan ka na sa tabi-tabi. Tawagan nalang kita pag trip ko o kaya'y pag may gusto akong ipagawa sa iyo.
Ano pa ba? E di sinagot mo na diba. Utang naloob pa natin yun.Dahil naghirap daw sila sa panliligaw dapat masuklian natin iyon ng higit pa.Sa umpisa kailangan malambing ka, maayos at laging magsisilbi sa kanya. Ayaw daw nilang humawak ng relasyon, pero kapag ikaw naman ang nagmando, aba, masasakal naman. Sasabihin pa sa iyo "demanding" ka.
Meron ka pang maririnig na "I think we need space" at kung anu-ano pang ek-ek. Sino rin may sabing di dapat kami magpakabait, maging devoted at faithful? Kapag kami ang sumaway niyang mga iyan, iba na ang tingin sa amin. Malandi na kami, haliparot, pakawala, makikay at kung anu-ano pang mga bansag angitatawag sa amin. Kapag kayo gumawa noon, ok lang. Lalake kayo eh, macho kayo pag ginawa niyo iyon. Kaya kami. Walang magawa. Magpapakaburo at magpapakamadre nalang. Kapag nagloko na kayo ano pa bang magagawa namin? Eh di iiyak nalang. Wala namang ibang magagawa eh.
Tungkol naman sa tinatawag niyong pagdedemand namin. Hindi kami nagdedemand! Karapatan lang namin iyon. Karapatan namin na lambingin niyo kami, icheck at ipakita sa amin na mahal niyo kami.
Hindi rin ibig sabihin na mas sincere kayo sa amin. Seryoso rin naman kami ah. At ang maturity wala yan sa edad. Mas maaga nga kaming magmature sa inyo. Ang isang 19 year old na lalake eh, isip 15 pa yun. It follows iyan sa lahat ng age group. Mas mataas pa nga kung minsan ang pagbawas ng level of maturity. Kayo na ang mag-math. Pati yung pag-iyak namin pinupuntirya niyo.
Kesyo drama daw. Diba kapag umiyak ka nagbuhos ka ng emosyon diyan. Ano tingin niyo sa amin mga artista?! Alam niyo iyon? Yun bang kulang nalang ay lumuha ka na ng dugo,pero hindi ka pa rin papansinin. Sasabihan ka pang tigilan na ang
pagdradrama.
Hindi nila kami maintindihan kapag nagseselos kami. Bakit naman kami magseselos kung wala kaming nakikita? Mas iba kaming magmahal. Mas masarap.
Kapag natapos na ang lambingan, eh di siyempre iwanan blues na.Kami pa raw ang nagsawa, kami pa raw ang nagtritrip lang. Sino ba ang lumalayas kapag may nakita nang bago, sino ba ang mayabang, sino ba ang nagmamalaki? Kami ba? Kami ang walang choice. Kasi ang babae pag sinabing "break na tayo"
lambingin lang iyan ng konti balikan blues na iyan. Kapag ang lalake ang umayaw, pucha, bahala ka diyan. Kahit mag-tambling ka pa sa harap niya. Wa-epek. Umiyak ka ng bato. Wa-epek. Tsk, tsk, tsk. Tapos sila pa rawang kawawa. Post-break up, mahal pa ng babae si lalaki. Sasamantalahin ni lalaki. Magpapagawa ng kung anu-ano. Naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan sa iyo. Kapag pumangit ka after the break up, magpapasalamat sila na iniwan ka nila. Kapag gumanda ka naman, ipagkakalat nila sa buong sangkatauhan na naging girlfriend ka niya. Sala sa init sala sa lamig talaga. Ano ba namang buhay to? Ang hirap ding maging babae ano. Kala nila laging sila nalang. Lagi rin kaming naiiwan sa ere, pinapaasa wala. Di na bale maghintay, di na bale masaktan. Di naman kami bato ah. In-love din kami. Nasasaktan din kami... | | |
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